This is what I meant... 

“You say you're 'depressed' - all i see is resilience. You are allowed to feel messed up and inside out. It doesn't mean you're defective - it just means you're human.” 

―David Mitchell

I'm sorry I jumbled words when you needed ears.

I could be completely content laying next to you, listening, for years beyond this one.

Goodbye Facebook. I'll be back the next time I actually need to use you. But you're taking over my life and I can't be myself, so i'll be here, being me with real friends, not the 900 I don't know or never talk to.

its been fake,

Devin

And so the decision was made. Leave the world of observation and immerse into the beauty of the unknown. Sneak by the fears, slither under the shadows and bounce over the waves of doubt. Read the maps once. Burn them. Draw new maps. Forge new paths. Let the old brick arches be overgrown with ivy, covering them with memories of the new. Have respect for the cliffs, but kick stones off the edges. Here you are in your brave new world. Swim through plans, fly over the walls. Here you are in your brave new puzzle. Find the pieces and hope they never end. Look for the lost pieces at each end of your new map and smile through the sweat and tears you use to get there.